perseverance pays

sadness breeds sadness..so they say..i'm doomed with eternal pain and sufferings..or so i think..on the matters of love..i've never quite succeeded and understood..what seemed like an elixir of eternal happiness vanished as i encroach it..like a mirage in the heat of the desert..only worse..it seemed so near..yet so far..i guess i'll never know whether i can continue to shoulder this burden of hope..

time is running out..what was a feast of fire has now dwindled to a flicker of light..a mere shadow of its former glory..i've given my all..trust me i have..what is left of me is just a carcass..soul-less..hopeless..worthless..

they say perseverance pays..but at what expense? what was a cheeky infatuation soon became a true passion..not out of desperation but pure affection..perhaps even an obsession..

time is running out..our paths seemed so clear..at one point i was so sure..only to have my hopes robbed from me..again and again..i feel used..i am confused..left in the dark..in the depths of despair..

they say perseverance pays..but how long till i loose my sense? what was a mere 'hello, how are you?' turned to OMG, i think i might like you..what happened along the way, only God has a say..its almost a destiny..but it now seems like a fallacy..

time is running out..i'm fighting against time..but how do i fight and win this battle? am I to bend time, to time-travel? if i could, surely i would..let time be a testament..of my true predicament..for i know i shall be triumphant..had i been the precedent..but what am i to say, i am but an antecedent..

they say perseverance pays..i have no choice but to concur..innately i still believe..that once and for all i can achieve..but patient i shall be..in this conquest, this glorified story..where a man cautiously awaits..with his heart under the blades..

time is running out..as a matter of fact i know..but then again time and tide will tell..if only i could cast a spell..but fight i shall and a victor i will be..